This is for you.
I have loved you all along. It’s always been you. It always will be. I’m so sorry for all I’ve done. I’m so sorry for my mistakes and my anger, for the pain I cause and caused. If I could go back in time through these years and do it all better, I promise I would. But I can’t and I’ve fallen far from where you once held me.
Knowing that, I wish you this:
A good man who treasures, compliments, flatters, cares for, and most of all, loves you. A prince charming, a gentlemen, and a man who will make a good father. Someone who will fight for you and fix things when they’re broken. A husband and a bestfriend. Someone to grow old with and to love more each day.
I wish for you to have everything I could not be. To have a beautiful life full of laughter, smiles, music, and love.
And I hope one day you may look back on me and smile, saying that I wasn’t half bad for a high school sweetheart.
I wish you fair wind and calm seas.
Farewell and so long. This may be cliche, but I will love you until my dying day and long after that.
I’m so scared to go to school tomorrow.
I have to see you, be close to you. Hear you. Everything, for the first time since this all happened. I’m so scared that it’s going to hurt more than I can handle. Fuck me fuck me fuck me.
I hate life so much.
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